Just in Case

you were wondering. My wonderful friend/older sister/mom took the picture of me and my dad from the October 4th post.

Two Best Lines EVER

"I don't want you to have to drive all the way up here by yourself in the winter."

and

"Well didn't you hit 100,000 miles on your car recently. Why don't I drive down there cause I don't have that much mileage on my car. "

Such an ass. I am ok with the fact that you found someone that lives closer. Heck I am even happy for you. But don't fucking lie to me and make plans with me that you have no intention of keeping. I think I could have eventually been friends with you again. It must be hard to tell someone the truth though. I mean to find out through facebook...are you that afraid of telling me? Oh and then I found out that she has been around since Halloween. What a chicken shit! How were you going to get out of visiting me in Syracuse over Thanksgiving weekend if your dad hadn't had a heart attack? I hate to ask it, but did he really have a heart attack. That would be pretty low. To lie about something as serious as a heart attack. Glad you felt comfortable enough to call me at 1:45 am to tell me about it and to have someone to talk to. Also glad you felt the need to keep in touch with me that entire weekend, asking me all sorts of questions. So much for feeling bad about not coming. Oh I think I just remembered line # 3.....My car was all packed and ready to go, but I have a feeling you would have disowned me if I had shown up.

Ugh. I am so mad and upset. I should have listened to Ian and to my dad. Both of those men have never steered me wrong. I guess its true that the only man a girl can trust is her daddy.

You still owe me 30 bucks for the hotel in Syracuse. You owe me some answers and explanations. Most of all you owe me an apology!! I hope you are smart enough to not bring her around to the museum when I am up there. I just might slip and tell her about whatever it is we were. Fuck buddies....cyber sex buddies....friends....no wait you no longer get to call me a friend. You lost that right. Friends don't lie to each other. So continue to hide from me, ignore my phone calls and texts. Being a coward is what you do best. I will rise above this and learn from the whole situation. I am not longer going to bother myself with trying to understand this situation or attempting to get in touch with you. You are no longer worth the air I breath or the thoughts I think. Go fuck yourself. And in the words of a real friend.... "We can only hope she shits on him."